confidence can I own it

Today is a day for confidence. Look at the just a little word I can say it, I can print it, type put it on a rock and carry it in my pocket but do I feel I have the right to own it? That is a good question and one I will mull over and roll around in my head for a while and then I will ask myself what would have to happen for me to believe that I own confidence and is it ok to put it back on the shelf from time to time especially when I am starting on a new path. Can I send it on ahead to wait for me, and then is it actually still with me because I am confident that it will return. Whoa, that is deep and trickety for a Sunday morning.